Tag: 22. Oktober 2016

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKbQBTWz2GU

Casper – Xoxo (Album): 

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXc7RCuifep48I70FcEIuUBWApvnQFb5_

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLtqbSa45iY

“Weil es in dieser Welt keine Liebe gibt, war die Psychiatrie das einzige was mir blieb.”

Genuine Denial

?endless Deep bad Sleep, I cancel being Sheep. All the Time you know what I would realy need. The truth is, you canceled me endless Deep. I questioned so long why and found no reason. So what I have been was a son, without no season. When there would have been a reason, I would continously being son. Good son, Bad son, but allways your son waiting hopeless for that sun, that black sun, that holy run, that speechless mouth, that bullied piece of shit you made me of, Mom, Dad, I hoped so long to be released in happiness. I did my best, but now I shake fist, my voice shivers screaming my last please for release to be the man, that grizzly, strong enough, to face the world as free and happy man can be man.??

And as response I only got that genuine Denial allways same no in silent send away loneliness, where silent loud noise torturing into hunger for more rejected love. And there inner ? peace dies, pulling dignity into grave. I wanted to be happy and free and full of joy and life, nefs on my side, man and wise, loved and loving life. Saying:”Man I had it.”, pockets allways full, heart of joy love and peace, free and capable to be where and what ever I want to be, just me.

Love